Hello,blog!

Hey guys!

Welcome to my blog.i miss writing soo so much.I used to start blogging when i was in primary school about when i was 11 years old because i was a lonely child,i felt like blogging and expressing myself in words was my way of dealing with everything,Its enough to make me feel better,at least. Afterwards,i stopped when i entered middle school because i got distracted with music and my school marching band.It was an absolute roller coaster ride.It has been 4 years i haven't sat down and start up again my blog but today,is the day i shall make it happen.What should i write? Hmm let's start on the introduction of myself.shall we?

After finishing middle school, i always knew that i wanted to do arts and so i enrolled myself in Limkokwing University as a Professional Design student.If not for the elite scholarship,i would have gone to One Academy or UITM Sri Iskandar.Im truly blessed to have such wonderful parents and family that supports me in whatever passion i chose to pursue.

When i started college in 2013,I have been drawing non stop! I did alot of doodles, drawings, illustrations, mural arts and all that paper projects.However,sooner or later i got bored.Drawing on paper is just..blergh.I mean,its fine but i need something more to excite me .Growing up im always the kind that is always anxious when i have nothing to do.I literally feel nervous if i dont get things done.I dont know if its a blessings or a curse, either way it made me the person i am today!

As a girl,i believe that we all tend to try makeup at least ONCE in our whole life.I tried it,i love it and i never stopped! I never have the luxury to learn makeup professionally or attend short courses and classes..Thus, youtube is my guru and scrolling thru beauty pages,makeup looks and burning the midnight oil with art websites slowly became a part of my routine but then after a while, the same thing happened,i got bored with the normal makeup.I thought to myself one night.."i want to be a different character,wonder how would that feel,seeing yourself as a different person".I was being really deep and stuff and so i got myself the basic paints the day afterwards.In the middle of the night i started painting my face and imitating one of the few reference pictures that i found on the internet.

The scorpion up here was my first ever face art.Right after this moment,i never felt so good.Transforming yourself is just..crazy! After that i started paint more and more and looking for ideas around,find good face paints and whenever i have the time,i would post my looks on instagram as well..I have been doing this for about a year now.I kept posting and posting my looks and people responded really well.I get alot of questions on how i did my makeup,what brand i used,and even people are asking me to do their makeup! I never thought that people would trust my work and my thoughts.Its just mind blowing how the social media platform opened doors for me to have my own freelance job,different clients,brand partners, photography collabs..makeup projects..It changed my life.Basically it all started from boredom..and procrastination..yikes! but really,i remembered this one phrase from my favourite book, "Steal Like An Artist" - "The work that you do while you procrastinate might be the work that you'll do for your lifetime" .Sounds scary,but you never know! Passion takes time,its not in front of you therefore you have to find it, discover it yourself.

Its been an absolutely spontaneous journey for me.. I want to say thank youuu so sooo much to all who supported my work,friends and family,strangers with kind words,i thank you so much.You're my number one motivation to push me on doing what i love to do most. Fo shnitreall. I couldn't thank you enough.

and so..i have no idea whats next for me in this journey..but im excited for it :)

Love,
Neesa